Hopeless.......

It was 830pm by the time I reached home. I dragged my half dead body into my room, dropped my bag and collapsed on my bed.....another mistake, another mistake man!!!!!!!

What's wrong with you Zen???

I don't know, I really don't. I try my best to do my part, look and check every single details but still I cause my company losing money again.

This is the 3rd time of the month, the very 1st month of you working in this company. Can you imagine that Zen??? 3rd mistake in a month!!!!! You are still under probation, there will be a BIG NO NO on your performance.....

Totally hopeless............

arg!!

I made another careless mistake on my work again...I'm so mad and disappointed of myself. Careless careless careless!!! I tried to pay more attention on the thing i do, double or even triple check but still......how I wish I could rub off my mistake but I cant......sigh....

Rainy evening

It's a raining evening and I got home a lil earlier than usual. I always got a lil moody during rainy day, I don't know why, maybe I miss the sun.

I been hiding in my room whole night enjoying my Zen's moment. I lost "My time" ever since I moved to this new company. I like my new job, my new co. but I always got tired at the end of the day that I didn't have time for my own.

I spent my evening catching up with the design's blogs that I used to read everyday, decor8, design sponge, camesawconcurred and many more, organise and editing tonnes of photos, updating Twinkle's blog, checking my tumblr blog, my mailbox, FB, it's all about ME, ME TIME!!!

I came across this thing which I wanted to do for sooooooo long when I read Color me Katie. Yeah, I always wanted to take some colourful photo with friends & family just like the photo below. Maybe I should arrange this for our next outing or gathering. lol

I feel better at the end of the day. Yeah, I miss my Zen's moment and I hope everything get back on track soon.

SOULed Out

13th August was Calvin's birthday, so me, Geri, Simpson and of coz the birthday boy spent our evening at Soul Out Mont Kiara.

We ordered 4 dishes. I couldn't remember the name of the dish, the 1st one was sausage wrapped with chicken and ham with chips and salad.

Then we had the clam meat pizza, fish & chips and the beef noodle. I was so busy eating and forgot to take the pic. lol

We had white wine.

Spent whole night chatting, gossiping and laughing around.

Then the waiter put on this funny looking hat on Calvin's head when they found out he is the birthday boy.

We had the ivory cheese cake and a lava cake and boy its yummylicious!!!

and this is the birthday present from the girlfriend, our dear Geri.

The birthday card from Souled out.

These 2 bloody looking drinks are the dragonfly and apple apricot, the dragonfly is not bad but the taste of the apple apricot was kinda "unique" coz its a mixed fruit & vege juice.

Well, we had a great evening. Everybody is busy with work and its good to gather around once a while to catch up with each other.

Daily routine

7am....Don't feel like getting out of bed.

730am....breakfast time. How I wish my breakfast look this....

Look into mirror and remind myself to breath & smile coz its a brand new day!!!

810am....Head to work.

Reached home around 7pm and wish to have yummylicious dinner but always end up with nasi goreng, nasi kandar, instant noodles or breads...

Play with Twinkle and clean his masterpiece.

Take bath....sigh, no bath tub so no bubble bath.

Sit whole night in front of my laptop, working, blogging, FB'ing, tumbling, chatting, mailing and picnicing.....


and start dreaming ard 12+am.....zzZzzZZZzzZZzzz.....



(above photo taken from Tumblr.com)

It's all about food.

My daily routine - Work, eat & sleep....So Im gonna show you where & what I have for my dinner most of the time.

Pak Li Kopitiam @ Kota Damansara

Nasi Lemak Special

Teh Ceylo susu

Roti bakar

Kopi

Cendol

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Little Penang@Kota Damansara

See chuan mee, laksa, fried rice

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My favorite Nasi goreng kampung @ Palm Spring Condo's mamak

slurp~~!!!!!!!!!

August 2009

It is already the 8th month of year 2009. Fast huh?? Hmm...let's see where I’ve been, what I’m doing and what I have achieve last month. First thing first, I have to check back my July's monthly goal.....

1) Take good care of myself:

• Eat well ---Hehehe...I eat "very well" as in I ate what I feel like eating including hot & spicey, fastfood and instant noodle.
  
• Remember to take supplement given by mom ---I'm not a good daughter.
  
• Sleep early --- I only sleep when I couldn't open up my eyes...

***Failed***

2) Start the Auto-cad lesson: Got the books from Chao Yin and checking on it.

***Good***

3) Read more: Yeah, I try to read as much as I can...but the progress getting slow. Have not
finish Tony Parsons's Man & wife yet.

***Keep it up***

4) Spend more time with friends: Had dinner or movie with friends whenever I could...another big gathering coming soon!!!

***Good***

5) SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!! Ok, little monkey in the house is working slow but hard on it.

***keep it up up up !!! ***

Hmmm.......not bad though I have failed in the most important task. Wahahaha!!! Alright, will work hard on it.


Well, I have changed my job, manage to survived thru the first week and everything went well so far. Not bad, not bad. So this month's goal will be the same as last month but make it better and also learn to love myself more and happier!!! Yes, gotta work out on it so that my life won't go wasted!!

Gambateh Zen!!!

Today's dinner:

Indian!!!

and yogurt drinks!!!

I got mail today and I am very happy about it. Gonna share with you guys tomorrow.

Sweet dream!!!

3rd Day in New Co.

Environment is good

People are nice

Learning new stuff

Gaining new knowledge & experiences

But still the same old me, just trying to throw away the bad and keeping the good.


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Bought a new notebook the other day, I just have to get it....

Happy Thursday!!!

New day, new beggining
It has to be a GOOD day
It has to be a HAPPY day
It has to be a Happy Thursday!!!

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Reason why I get so excited today??

It's nothing to do with my holiday
It's nothing to do with my shopping later
It's nothing to do with my new job

It's just simply that I am still alive now
that I can still writing this post
that I can still seeing my family and friends...

I was nearly hit by a car last night
One more step and I'll be gone forever
With that kind of speed
I don't think I will ever get a chance to say goodbye

So
Thank GOD that I am still alive
So many things crossed my mind at that moment
I am not ready to leave yet
I feel very sorry for myself if I did
I will be regret for things that i have not done yet

So
I gotta make my day
a better day
a better life !!

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Update:

I had a great Thursday!!

I spent half of the day in Bangsar. Me and Geri were checking out the boutiques in Bangsar, though I didn't get anything but I had great time....thought I should find out how my new co. working attire first before I buy any.

But one sad thing, I saw this T -shirt that I love it so much but it doesn't fit. Its too big for me so I decided not to get it....sigh.



I visited my aunt after that. It's been a long time since I last meet her. We went for a dinner and had a long good chat on works, relationship and family stuff. It feels so good, guess I should visit my aunt more often.

OMG, I gotta do something!!!

O~M~G, I just realized that today is already the first day of July in year 2009!!! More than half year gone and I didn't really fully utilize my time, not to mention my so call new year resolutions.
Sigh...that's me, always "hoo haa" about everything, I got so many interests and passions, I wanna do this and do that but never really accomplished it at the end of the day.....

Just like what Karen Cheng said about herself : "I don’t think I’m a naturally disciplined and focused person. I’m more of a “all over the place person”. I have so many interests and passions, that I often find myself losing focus. I get easily distracted by problems and projects. I get side-tracked by interesting projects that pop up. Or I have little flits of inspiration that take up large amounts of time. I think if I didn’t practice any self-discipline, I’d find myself 5 years down the track, thinking, “Huh? Where’d my life go? What did I do with my time?" Yeah, that's my problems, losing focus and easily distracted by problems.

I've been following Karen Cheng's blog for sometimes and I really like it though I'm not a fashion person but I like the way that she try to improve herself for being a better friend, a better wife, a better mom and a better person. And I'm inspired by her monthly personal goal and I hope it help me too.

Time to set my monthly goal too!!!

1) Take good care of myself:

• Eat well - No more instant noodle, fast food, fried or hot & spicy intake. (Huh, no more my favorite McD, fried sotong & nasi lemak???)
• Drink more water - to have a better skin so I look prettier. lol
  
• Remember to take supplement given by mom - but I hate supplement!!!
• Sleep early
  

2) Start the Auto-cad lesson: Get the books & software from Chew Yin & Doris.

3) Read more: finished up the "kill the mocking bird " and return back to Sammie.

4) Spend more time with friends: Arrange for meet up/ gathering.

5) SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!! or I will end up eating instant noodle again.

That's all for this month.
Zen, you better kick your butt and do it coz you already published over here and you are such a kiasu person. Do it or tease by yourself & your friends.

R & F weekend

I had a Relax yet Fun weekend.

As mentioned on my previous post, I had dinner with friends at King Crab restaurant on Saturday and boys it was awesome!!! The food are yummylicious and most important we "TALK CRAB" thru out the dinner. lol !!! We were like long lost friends for years and we couldn't stop talking. Karen brought along her camera but we were too excited chating till we forgot to take any of the photo. Sorry Amanda, couldn't show you our yummylicious Blackpepper Crabbie, Salted egg Crabbie, Lala Soup, salted egg sotong (thumb up), vege & fried rice.

Again, me and Twinkle spent our Sunday morning at BU park together with Sammie, PF, Boo & Dopey. It was a lovely morning, Twinkle had fun running (more like hopping) around the park. We were there for about an hour then we head to Henry's place.

We sent Darling for grooming, took our lunch and chill at Henry's place till dinner time. And the best part of the day would be Darling's new look. She was so funny looking but cute. Too bad I didn't take photo of her. I promised I will post on her soon k.

Tuesday

Today is rather boring.....

Happy Friday

Everything seems good today, workload was ok, lunch was yummylicious, even the rain doesn't seem to bother me at all. (I hate rain.) I guess that is the power of FRIDAY!!!

I stuck in the jam after work like I usually do but I didn't get frust this time. I look around and this is what I saw. The sky were so beautiful!!! Look at the combination of the colors, awesome isn't??

Lesson of the day, try to spend some time on your surrounding and you might find something beautiful which will lighten up your day.

Enjoy your Friday night and have a pleasant weekend.


p/s: I'm very excited about tomorrow outing!!!