There are 3 on my bed now and more to come....

After all these months, all this time, so much has happened. If I were to look back, I would never believe that, that person was once me. I wouldn’t recognize that girl because she is different from who I am now. But I guess changing and moving on is part of growing up.

I’m growing up and find out what kind of person I want to be for the rest of my life and maybe in the future, more changes will come, but as for right now, this is who I am and I'm proud of it.

I'm having mixed feeling again, I can't really tell how's it feel but I just want to get away....

So what I did was, I left office a lil earlier than usual, came to this newly open cafe, choose a corner seat, ordered a cuppa coffee, switch on my laptop, put on my earphone and indulgence myself with the 80's music.....

I always feel better after "MYtime" but it somehow doesn't work this time.....I been sitting here for 2 hours but I still couldn't calm myself....

I had a fabulous Saturday night out with my love one, we were celebrating Pi Ching's belated birthday as well as Timmy's 1st birthday. I love hanging out with my gals, ok not forgetting the guys as well. We could talk and talk and talk, trying to catch up with each other from works, travel, hobbies, love, boys, kids and everything!!! Alright, I have to admitted we were too excited and a lil noisy....but that's us. The atmosphere was filled with love & laugther and I love it soooooooooooo much.

“The voice of the sea is seductive; never ceasing, whispering, clearing, murmuring, inviting the soul to wander for a spell in the abysses of solitude; to lose itself in mazes of inward contemplation. The voice of the sea speaks to the soul. The touch of the sea is sensuous, enfolding the body in its soft, close embrace. " — The Awakening, Kate Chopin.

That's exactly how I felt.......

People said when you faced two choices, toss a coin. It works not because it settles the question but because in the brief moments when the coin in the air, you suddenly know what you are hoping for...

Just as simple as that?? Maybe I should give it a try...but sometimes, we ourselves actually know what we are hoping for, just that we are not sure whether we are making the right decision...

Gosh, life full of decisions and I'm kinda hate it.

I'm a little distracted lately, I should have refocus on my works or my little projects. But sometimes, there's just too many things running in my mind....focus zen, focus....

My cup of hot chocolate with dear Simpson, Geri & Calvin at Pappa Rich Taipan.
It is not only rich in chocolate but also full with love & laughters.

My stupid eyelash curler cut off my eyelash. What else can I say other than "OH FXXK !!!"